I have been abused sexually during my childhood. I have not forgotten that event till so far. Since few months, I have been getting pain at vulva, itching and burning. A strange whiteness has developed in the surrounding area of vulva. I am not showing to the doctor since I don't want to let her know about the past abuse with me. Even house members don't know about that incidence. They want me to marry soon, however; I am afraid and therefore don't want to get married. Problem is going on increasing day by day. What should I do?
I can understand your problem, however; what has happened in your child hood doesn't relate to the present problem of yours. Think your present and future and forget about your past. It seems that you have got fungal infection at vulva due to the cloths and some other items. You should apply Betnovit ointment over it. Keep clean your private parts. After some times you would be alright enough. Don't be anxious from marriage and also don't worry about your virginity. Once you would forget all of it then your husband would also don't get feelings about it.